New Way to Show Up in the World

a shift from doing into being...

The way we show up is changing…I can feel it everyday.

I’m being asked to slow down and soften in ways I haven’t quite before.

I have always had the tendency (and I’m sure a lot of us do this) to pour my energy and heart outward into the world, always asking myself...

”What can do now to bring some good and create change in the world?”. How can use my gifts to their fullest”.

I found myself stuck in these narratives for some time…always ended up feeling depleted and scattered. With nothing left for my own heart.

With a deep aching to slow down, to bring back the balance...to cultivate more spaces of rest and then act form here...not before.

The biggest question I feel we have on this path is…”how can I help the collective heart?”

Since being on the lands of Bali I am being shown to slow down, to choose simplicity in my days and gather all my energy back up into my own heart and bringing all my awareness back into my body.

Coming from a full vibrant and creative summer, travelling around the festivals, sharing and expanding my offerings. I felt that I gave out sooo much out, with the intention of being a source of love and remembrance…..when actually I forgot myself.

This is such a collective theme in our world right now I feel. To give, give, give and forget to give back.

I forgot the most important law; of first giving to me and THEN to offer my light to the world once I, myself am full.

I am being faced with the question of ‘how do I want to show up in the world?’.

Now having had the space to realise that I cannot show up like I did.

Having the remembrance that the universe does not respond with abundance and wellbeing If I am not taking aligned action.

This being communicated intuitively within the body in every moment.

I am being asked to deepen my listening and connection with this subtle communication within.

Feeling the frustration of feeling ‘cut off’ from my source of abundance and deeper levels of love and connection within the self… I feel that our beings are aching to come back to wholeness, to come back into balance.

Giving ourselves the love and presence that it has always craved.

Calling back the awareness into our own hearts. back into our body. To listen.

Right now within all the collective shifts and changes that are happening, the body needs slowness and simplicity to tune into what inner changes need to happen.

How can we bring our energy back?

It can be so easy to get caught up with what is happening ‘out there’ and this creates so much inner chaos. The body is asking for us to come back, anchor deeply into our core, into the heart, THEN move from here. Not before.

I am sitting with what misaligned beliefs that I moved from previously. That stay stuck on repeat unless there is a stopping, a slowing down, a sitting with self, an introspection.

" How I can move with my cup overflowing?"

Knowing that I don’t necessarily have to add anything outside of self, its more about drawing all energies inward.

"What parts need to come back into harmony?"

To lovingly presence the parts that are holding judgement, shame, guilt, fear or anger.

To tend to these parts first and from a space of wholeness…THEN can I add to the world.

The inner alchemy is the most powerful mahi.

The gifts are found within the blind spots, the spaces we avoid.

Everything is found within.

To alchemise the pain.

Nothing is forgotten.

Nothing is avoided.

Nothings is shamed.

All is brought to the light and to the power of your awareness.

This is the most potent way to give back to others and the world right now at this time.

No more pouring all the energy outward and being left empty or forgotten.

Guide your own way back into wholeness.

Then show up for the world from this beautiful place.

Knowing that the more anchored you are, the more aligned power you have.

The stronger the power of your heart.